Today I am ready to go for military service. I 'm going to a base and live there for 4 days. In this 4 day I have so little or almost no access to life outside. It is too hard to be in an isolated place with people who I think are not normal. This 4 days a week service for free is too hard for me but it is a time to be alone. Loneliness is a bless sometime that you can explore and manipulate yourself. It is so good for me to change and I should appreciate this. Let me say thank God for such a bless. I hope there become some stronger and more determined person. Artmis has dropped me some offlines and said that she would try to stay there in US. I wish you best things and I wish life brings you all expected and wanted matters Artmis. Good luck and try your best for the things you think about and you become determined on them.
Arash