I 'm standing here in a total different view point. I do not know what will come next. It is to hard to wait for something that you do not know what it is and when it comes. There is something suspicious coming but what and when you can not say. There is a sense inside me that puts my functionality below zero. I really do not know if I should go to yasouj or I shpuld stay here. It is too difficult for me to sit and watch. I should stand aside passively and watch what will come next. In next few days there comes some news and I can understand what should I do. Going again to yasouj is something like putting me in grave. Again I will be dead for sometime. It is good news for my good friends I know.
Arash